Be sexy!

Just finish reading crason's latest post in his blog, i guess he and his bii are alright now :) This fella was chatting with me in msn yesterday, about tolerance in love haha.. He seemed troubled.

I always believe that it is really not easy to meet someone, know someone and fall in love with the someone in this big big world. I mean, there are so many people out there, but you met him, and you love him, it is not something easy, isn't it? i guess this is what we called serendipity :)

When we are in love with someone, we definitely hope that the loving feeling will last forever. But somehow, we will soon find that, the hardest thing is actually to maintain the love. Time is seriously a cruelest weapon, it changes everything, with or without letting you know.

Crason told me that his bii was telling him, i know i am being cruel to you, but i love you. Crason and I couldnt really tolerate with this statement actually. For my point of view, how would i want my lover to treat me cruel when the world can do me the same, lover ain't suppose to be loving? thats the difference between lover and nobody, no??

I have the similar experience. And i think i can understand why his bii saying so. Not everyone putting so much attention on relationship. Some people they will always have bigger things in mind to focus on, rather than these kiddy kiddy relationships. yea, they do love you, but they can't change for you, and we have no right to ask anyone to change for us as well. We will never learn the right way to love people, i guess. :)

And, please, don't change yourself to fit in the role. i did before, but it wouldnt make you a happier person, you will only fall deeper and deeper into this black hole. there are people who will never realize how much you did for them, how much you change for them, and in the end, you will be all falling apart because your efforts bring no result.

I always believe that, there must be a 'key element' that make the people fall for you for the very first time. We can tolerate but we cannot change ourselves. because in the process of changing, the key element will be gone as well. I guess its not something good definitely, cuz ur lover will soon 'forgot' about how he's actually click on you :P

Nothing is sexier than someone who stay true to themselves, live their life full of passion. trust me, nothing is sexier than that :) Stop making ourselve a pathetic person, cause deep inside our heart, we know that thing's arn't that bad. There will be a moment for us to be drawn inside all kind of bull shit dramas, but shows will come to an end still no matter how long wil it take. When the ending has arrived, wipe the tears, smile, and love with guts again :)

Love does need lots of guts!

XD

We all ganna be sexy people, if we really live our lives to the full :D

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btw,

searching for inspirations for the next self portraitsXD

ganna do it in these two days time,

stay tuned!

People, Be Punctual Please

I still love to wear cap on the casual day out. yea without it, i feel insecured.
*YES I KNOW I HAVE SAID IT MILLION TIMES XD*
And my recent fav item is this loose white tee from topshop,
lovely nyerrr..
my mom said doesnt worth buying it,
but...
who cares :P
lol..

Having lunch with mommy in Dragon-I. It's actually the first time i been there lol.. The food... hmmm.. Average.. and i feel extremely thirsty after eating it... too much 'ajinomoto' i guess lol.. will i go there again? no i dun think so lol..

Been struggling wanna buy britney's latest album or not.. But, in the end, i give up the thought of buying it haha.. i lurve britney still man! But.. not today, someday i will get it, yea someday XD

I just don't understand,
why people cant be punctual to time ?!
well,
if you ganna be late,
please inform me first..
don't let me wait and wait,
text you for times,
cal you,
den only you call me back telling me that you're ganna be late..

I understand that customer is always right,
But i do think that it is something basic to respect other people.
I can't use all my time just to wait for you and have absolutely no idea when you're ganna show up
T.T

so today i basically spents 3 hours and 13 minutes to wait for my customer,
no one will enjoy waiting right?
=.=

and please,
let me know if you're ganna be late,

AND,
PLEASE,

PEOPLE,

BE PUNCTUAL

=.=

crap random

thank thank for the photos
XD

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Some random stuffs again XD

1. Agyness Deyn can sing @.@ listen to this,

I really love this song btw :D

2. What is wrong with Facebook? It is farking slowwww.. Too many people are facebook-ing perhaps=.= Or maybe my line is too slow?? hmm.. but other sites are fine though..
=.=

3. I really cannot believe that chinese new year is coming?! besides the ang pow, i dun really looking forward to it. Cuz my dad wil be at home, and i feel like i'm a maid in prison =.= Or, feel like i'm a tour guide, bringing aunts and cousins visit the empty KL=.=

4. Feel happy to know that some friends of mine will visit my blog whenever they online :) This is real sweet you know? As i said, knowing there are people willing to understand more about you is really a great great happiness :)

5. i want to sing k!!!!! but it seems like an activity which has already no longer the popular one T.T
*looking for K-mates now*

6. World is getting crazy, but do i really have to be one so that i can survive better? i wonder.

7. Emptiness kicks in many people's heart recently, no?? i heard many people said so to me these few days lol.. yea i did feel empty as well, whats wrong with everyone? too many celebrations lately?
lol

8. It is a ugly world, thats why the littlest beautiful thing makes the perfect pictures. Look at the sky.. Look at the smiles.. hmmphh.. world is still beautiful eh?

crap finish

back to work :P

first day of 2009

Gosh..
the end of 2008 and the start of 2009
are Oh-So-Crazy
=.=

went to De Solvang with crason yesterday night,
joining fong fong and friends.
De Solvang's music is getting worse and worse,
it played....
IN THE END BY LINKIN PARK!!!!!!!!
*if you remember how to hum the front part*
OMG....
i didn't feel heat up at all when i listen to it..
can you play something that can make people get up and dance..
it's not suppose to be a rapper night..
*linkin park, i still lurve you!!*
*but yesterday you shouldnt show up!!!*
argh.....
%^$%$#$@$@$#^&%*

*no pics to share btw, not yet collected XD*

And damn the alcohol,
i actually sprinted my ankles *ANKLESSSSSS*
AGAIN.
Holy shit..

Got back,
took a really quick nap
*half an hour*
woke up,
wake myself up with super chilling shower
so this is how i look like
you can actually see that i was still alcohol-ed
and
farking sleepy
XD

BUT
i feel very motivated,
this is my first day of 2009
and
this is my new year first shooting
*tring~~~~~*
*tahan.. tahan*

The early morning in putrajaya~~~

Btw,
went to wetland to do shooting today,
in this taj mahal-alike building
*forgot the name :P*

It is really a beautiful place with wonderful details
please check out the photos :D
*sorry for the angle and composition, they are all snap shots jerr*
XD

And the macho macho photographers today XD

lousy first post for 2009
=.=

XD

Happy new year!!!

Bye Bye 2008~~~~

Oh boy,
it is the last day of 2008 *scream*
well,
2008 isnt really a good year for me,
so let's put hope on 2009 then ^____^
Have you ever think of what have you done in 2008??

Hmm..
I did..
Countless mistakes.
I met
some good and bad people.
I am lucky,
to work with many good people,
I was high, I was low,
I was happy, I was heartbroken,
I was so wrong, I was so right,
I think i have grown up a little bit,
but i wonder why i still be silly at times.

For the new Evon in 2009,
She lives her life only for herself,
not for anyone for any reason.
She wants to do her first backpack trip,
she gotta be more independent from now on.
She gotta work even harder,
to achieve her dreams and give mommy a better life.
She wants more freedom,
settling down is not even existed in her mind.
She wants to be more socialable,
kick all the shyness away.
Those who love her, she wants to love them more in return.
Those who doesnt love her, get out of her life and she wil be so fine.
She will never give up in creating beautiful things,
never ever.
2009 is a year for her,
to ecplore who she really is,
what she really wants,
eliminate all the junks in life,
preserve the beautiful mind.
:)

I love 2009!

wishing everyone

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

<3


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Inca asked me to choose a picture for him to draw. So i have picked this picture for him *it's one of my favorite shootings*

And here is the outcome!!!!
*i grow much taller XD*

Thank you so much for using my face in your beautiful artworks!!

BIG THANKS <3

Me! Drive

I am happy that the previous self taken portraiture got some good feedbacks :D What makes me happy is not about the compliments actually, its those people who have been watching me from my very first attempt till now telling me that i have improved again :)

This really mean so much to me <3 i have always told myself, you can still make mistakes, you can still carry flaws, but you must at least be better than the last time. And that is why the feedbacks made me happy XD

Thank you so much everyone :)

I shall bring better stuffs again next time!

*motivated*

I am one of the most lousy drivers actually XD
I am fricking hot tempered whenever i drive,
*i seriously don't like to drive ma T.T*
what can i do to 'control' my emotion,
is to sing like nobody business in the car
=.=
yea it is true
this is the only way XD

i still remember tat is once i went to work,
i was still in half sleep mode that time,
susah susah found a carpark,
and when i almost successfully park my car with my lousy skill,
something big plus black hit right on the window,
*the window beside the driver, which is beside me*
yes,
big black thing
hit right on the window,
SCARED ME MAN!

And what is it actually..

A big Raven,
yea, burung gagak lol..

he/she must be a lousy driver too,
flying without looking carefully
=.=
kesian jugak kan?
lol..

but thanks to the raven,
i was fully concious that morning XD

I guess this is so far the most interesting thing happen in my driving experience
* and i know its not interesting :P*
bear with me lol..
will you?
XD