Fuh This noobiee =D

For Jalpar

Photographed and styled by me
Model: Norulhuzanna

I am feeling so honoured that
Jalpar actually want me to take photos of their beautiful gowns :)
I was feeling real nervous days before the actual date actually,
I am so new in photography and i'm afraid that i can't meet the expectation.
But i am glad that they like my works
*big reliefffff*
phew..

Anyway,
i gotta thank the gorgeous nana for being such a sport for this shoot!
Sorry for making you working with this noob :D
Hope you enjoy the shoot like i did
:D

All comments and critiques are very much welcomed,
they will help me learn
^___^

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Moreeee

I love this shot alot!!!
It's sensual in a very 'healthy' way XD

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This is another shot from the Quiet Desperation :D
I know it's kinda too dreamy but uhm,
this shot supposingly to be sent to recycle bin,
because it's so blurry due to handshake,
but i think this editing manage to save it!
XD

Alright enough with the boring stuff :D

You know,
it is real sweet when you know people actually like your works.
It always bring me a big smile whenever i received mails
that saying they love my works
*either modeling, styling, or my baby masks*
Thank you so much for those who are being so kind to me :)
you guys just keep me motivated and determined
to go after my dreams :)

For those who know me better in person would know that i'm actually just a freelancer,
that is really nothing good about freelancing,
and sometimes things can get real tough
and the pressure can kill.
If i come from a wealthy family,
freelancing is great fun,
it's flexible, it's free and you work whenever you feel like want to.
But not for those who have to earn for living,
just like me.
At times,
i feel like all alone,
even my mom doesnt really support me of doing this,
that's why i always tell myself,
you just gotta do it better and better to tell her that,
you're actually working on something,
something that bigger than dreams,
i don't know if i can make it,
but all i know is just keep working hard and never surrender.

That's why,
i truly appreacate all the sweet and kind messages :)
especially from girls actually,
it's just so heart-warming
T.T

Evon will keep on working hard for her dreams,
and she will never stop learning to be better
^_________^

Thank you so so much people,
really,
thank you so much

:)

I am in quiet desperation =D

The Quiet Desperation

haha..
Yes i was itching to do some self taken portraiture on a monday blue morning
And i think it's time to try out the eyeshadow palette
that my darling crason bought for me from DubaiXD
loving it cuz it has so many exotic colors that
we don't usually see
Thank you darling Darl =D

And about the eye colors,
It's not photoshop-ed babes,
It's my new contact lens,
love it so much,
makes me look like meow/tiger/whatsoever,
TRULY ADDICTED OF WEARING IT XD

After trying out all kind of colors,
I think brown eyes still suits me the most XD

I actually like this shot alot,
though i ot the feeling that it's not something 'commercial'
haha..
I love how 'quiet' the shot looks like,
i love the way i look like a mysterious creatures
I love this hair
*one day i'm ganna go out with this hair*
XD
But as what i've predicted,
this is really not commercial enough hahaha..
Seems like not many ppl like it tho haha
oh well,
I did something to express my thought and feeling,
so i am Haaappppyyy
XD

Btw,
a casual snap to show my new nails polish!!!
it's so matchy with the eyeshadows no?
*okay i purposely match it =X*
Thankie again to my darling darl crason
buying this for me from korea =D
the colors, the colors,
DELICIOUS!
reminds me of my favorite peppermint ice cream~~~
*drools*
XD
alright,
so i shall dedicated this QUIET DESPERSTION photo to him,
since i'm using all the stuff he bought XD
na! darl, this is for you XD
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Photos photos photos!!

Loving this pic,
it's like calling people to
'come hunnie come~'
XD

I do think that this is by far my best smiling shots XD
*okay i have very very very little of smiling pics ahem*
But i do love this shotXD

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Okay this seems like an advetorial,
but darling darl said i must blog about this gift XD
Okay it's cigg named Raison
*sounds like his name crason*
and the blackcat is meee XD
*okay la i syok sendiri always think that i am one*
And the black cat must remind him of me,
thats why he bought me this even i'm not a smoker haha
sweeeeeet ^____^
Thank you darl~

Though i feel tempted to try how this blackcat tastes like,
But i'm determined enough to say TAK NAK
XD
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I don't want to put the blame on this neverending raining monday,
But i do feel kinda moody because of that.
And i don't really love to tell people that i'm moody cuz for sure they'll be asking why,
and honestly,
If i have a reason that cause myself down,
i would be more than glad to share haha..
But the damn thing is,
sometimes you just feel wrong without any reason
=.=
That's the worst,
cuz you don't even know how to fix it,
since there is no cause at all
>.<

Blue monday it is.

*yawn*

Long day to go tomorrow,

and the long blue monday shall be gone by then.


Loves.

She Melts My Heart =D

So I got to work with Bibo again!
And i am so happy to be able to model
with all the gorgeous shoes from Unitender Blush!
The heels are gorgeous!!
*drools*

It's a fun shoot for sure,
I got to be the murdered or the almost-murdered
XD
The blood on face is cool
I wish i can soak in blood in fact XD
* okay i know it wouldnt look nice =P*

The shoot isnt as easy as you can see,
I gotta lay on the broken concretes and pose effortlessly
XD
I got blue black on my back, my head and my elbows the next day actually XD
But you know what,
it's just fun and i'm ganna do it more if i get the chance too =D
What else is more rewarding than seeing beautiful photos right?
:)

Thank you guys for the photos!
Looking forward to work with you all again

Muakz!
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More photos from Louis Pang for Pretty In White

Pretty In White Fashion Show in MIFW is totally coolness!
The gowns are gorgeous and the presentation is very good!
I can picture how much efforts the team has put in,
seriously great job!!

Thank you P.I.W and Louis for giving me this chance to work with you all,
It's a wonderful experience:D

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More photos !

this is my favorite shot out of the bunch!
so lovely!
and qiqi looks so gorgeous here =D

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I realize How charming a baby can be
when i found myself staring at her photos and smile unknowingly
>.<
hahahaha
Check out Baby Jasmine =3
my foster brother's daughter,
she is so pretty!!!!

When i told my mom i think she looks abit like me,
my mom just gave me the =.= face haha..
but don't you guys think that we both do look alike in a way? lol..
*slap me slap me* XD


She is now one month old,
it's always sweet to see a new life born :)
A new life is a bless with countless hopes,
everything of the new life is so pure and serene,
It becomes something so precious to see and feel in this complicated world.

Baby Jasmine,
be good, be kind and be You:)

And,
Thank you for your existance,
so that i can have a niece even i have no siblings:)

Gu Gu Loves you

Muakz!

Muawhhh~

Another shoot that I did,
this time shoot with the gorgeous Qiqi,
Nice experience to work with her :D

I am still waiting for more shots From the two cutiee KL(s)
Hopefully I have done a good job
^_____^

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And i'm totally excited for getting a chance to take part in this project!
It's ganna be my first styling work that is published
Even though i can't really get to do some crazy stuff with the styling,
*it's a natural comfy comfy kind of theme*
And the focus point is on the relationship between the dogs and the owner
But still,
It's quite a nice experience!
:D

Guys grab one or more copies okay?
Part of the earning will be donated to SPCA !

So i will be showing few shots from the calender,
to view more,
Must grab one!!
help the animals!!!
^-^

Amber with Kelly

Gosh, Mylo melts my heart
And he got a big head just like me
XD

Though she might look fierce
but she is a gentle lady
yep, the cute Fei Mui XD

One thing for sure,
No matter how bad mood you're in,
These three pugs ganna bring a big smile on your face!
:D

The Press Conference!
And i didn't attend
meh >.<

Support support this meaningful project alright?
The selling price is RM19.90!
You just gotta miss twice of Eating in Mc'Donalds!
I know you can do it!
ngek ngek ngek~

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Some shots that done by Bibo :D

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I always think that it's nice to talk with elders,
It's like they have read the Book of Life,
they summarize everything
and tell you the essence.
You get to taste the feeling of the stories,
maybe not much,
but it's enough for you to learn something from their expeience.

even some stories might sound not interesting enough to be remembered,
But if someone experienced it, remembered it, and said it to somebody else,
i am sure there must be a value that you could treasure :)

So people,
spend time to talk to elders,
It's not as boring as you thought
:D

Kisses.

Some updates :D

did a shoot with Eyedear yesterday for Daily Chilly!
How cool is that!
And this is just the preview!
can't wait to see the final photos,

We can see the Mr. Photographer,
The sweet wifey, cute Stephy and the sexy Kelsey :)
Have great fun with you guys that day!
thank you for being so kind and caring :)
MUAKZ!!

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Some real casual test shots from Raja
Looking so much like a lazy meow XD

but yep I am :P

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Yippie!
I finally got the photos!
I love the purple gown underwater shot!
:D

Making a shot to look like as if it's taken underwater is not that easy,
every details have to be arranged yet
it got to look like it's not 'arranged'
lol..
i hope you get what i mean haha..

I gotta thank all the teammates,
you guys are simply awesome :D
love you all

MUAKZ!

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These few days i am stuck in mask, mask, and mask,
nothing much exciting going on,
just gotta keep making babies (masks)
and make sure they will be safe and sound in their owners hand XD

This month is quite a contented month for me,
everyday is filing up with different tasks that i must complete,
The feeling is so good though i do feel like wanna laze around,
but you see,
the more you work the more you get in return,
it just motivates you so much and you don't wish everything comes to an end.

Sometimes I dreamt that one day i might get big cash from sky
*yep it sounds foolish XD*
But i am more loving in the feeling of no pain no gain,
that's the things that make our lives worth living no?

When things come too easily,
you just don't how to cherish it :)

i do agree on this :)

so,

everyone!
work hard!
work smart!

loves

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You got the pants, now you want a Mini!

So,
If you feel like wanna have something new to wear without spending any penny,
perhaps this could help you a little XD

I always have this itch in me to give the old denim a new touch,
and wear like a new item again.
So i got this old jeans
*something that you question yourself million times,
will you still wear it again?
and your answer its all NO*
yes that's the jeans you can experiment onXD
*especially those super dated bell bottom*
Don't think,
just destroy it lol..

AND NOW,
we got the pants,
and we want a mini for ourselves!

First step,
yes, find the right 'wrong' jeans,
i got this for myself,
something i wore when i was form 2 lol..
and its all dusted and i swear i wont wear it again lol..



if the jeans is not 'old' enough,
perhaps you need to do this lil step,
just use the blade and brush against the fabrics grains,
you might need to keep doing it till achieve the effect you want to.


After you crop the jeans to the length you want,
since i want a mini skirt,
so it would be slightly lower than the crotch,
unpick all the seams at that area,
remember,
you want a mini!!
XD

you will need to trim the hemline again to get the perfect shape,
don't have to cut it until so nice,
it's okay to be uneven you know
hahaha...

But remember,
the seams will split after you cut because there is no any knots anymore
*you chop it off remember?*
So you must sew the area again,
so that your mini wont split
and people get to enjoy free show of your upskirt scene
lol..

and if you are pathetic as me,
don't even have the same color thread like the one on the jeans,
IT"S OKAY
we can always improvise lol..
so i use white thread,
instead of follow the original seams
*it will be so obvious to notice*
i try my best to make it 'creative'
i create the shapes,
but i started to sew it from the 'splitting' part,
so i can make it as if it's the DESIGN,
yet i can solve the splits XD

The next step,
Unpick the seams on the back pocket,
Up to you whether you wanna do it on both sides or not,
for me, i will just do it on one side.
don't unpick all,
as long as there is a triangle area to be seen
that's good enough.

Now ,
i choose to put on studs,
but it's all up to you actually,
you can put anything you want,
even if its another piece of cloth,
it's alright,
just be creative!
if you choose to put studs,
you can hand sewn everything on the skirt,
but i'm super duper lazy,
i will just glue it instead XD

And now,
It's all completed,
and i'm pretty sure it's safe for you to wear XD

And your back,
shall be a pleasant scene for people to look at
XD

Hope you all enjoy viewing this lil DIY session XD

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Here comes the photos of Yasmin Hani :D

The flower flower top is actually made by me,
by using flowers , brownpapers and bikini XD

other than that,
the clothing are from Tres,
and the beautiful heels are from Unitender Blush :D

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that has been so long i never did a proper self taken portraits lol..
so here are the two that i did,
simple make up *lazy to make up so much*
and use some leftover black netting.
lighting?
natural sunlight that i can get right at my mom room's window
XD

And ,
believe it,
it's taken by my handphone camera XD

Here is the original shot XD
and you see,
i cheated,
my face is actually blown because of the strong sunlight lol..
thats why i desaturated it,
so the blown area can't be seen,
yippie!
XD

I am pretty satisfied with the outcome actually,
since i took it with so not professional camera only
lol...
hope you guys like it too :D

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Okay, my steal bone time is up!
back to workXD

loves.

Thank you darlings moc Muakz!

Finally i got to meet up my three sweet babes:D
It's a late birthday celebration for me
and i am happy that they can make time for me out of their hectic schedule :P
lol..

So we have our dinner at Toni Roma's
XD
And i have my first Cosmopolitan
*yep my very first time*
haha

and this,
the lovely onion loaf..

is actually my birthday cake XD

fullfilling dinner follow up with laundry session :)
Wanted to go to library but it's full house
=.=

But still,
it's a great night :)
thank you my dear babes
muah muah muah~
I love you all!!!!

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It's a lovely set that shot by KL,
Its actually quite rare for me to have chance to do something real simple.
If you guys have been following my photos,
you would understand hahahahaha...
It has been done in a calender form,
that's why you can see all the numbering
XD

i personally love the june and december shots the most,
love the lines and silhouette:)

Another four pics by KL pua,
love love love!!




Thank you so much for the photos :D

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Share a cute and funny video with you guys XD
He is my former boss's son,
please view to the very end,
especially after he call me 'jie jie Evon'
he is just too cute to be true XD

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I guess everyone of us will meet people
that is very hard to work with once in a while.
And i guess i was in a pretty bad luck
to meet quite a few in these two weeks time
*hell ya XD*
at times you feel like just wanna choke these people to death,
but your professionalism told you to keep your cool,
and so i did, meh =.=

And when you're just a nobody,
they will treat you nothing better than a nobody,
though sometimes you feel emotionally unstable because of that,
but thank god,
reality has trained me to have pretty good EQ,
and i manage to get myself balance in very short of time.

And that,
those people,
those shits
have become a great motivation for you,
to remind yourself,
you gotta achieve something for your own good,
so that people look up at you instead of looking down,
they will have faith in your professionalism
instead of TEACH you how to do your things.
ish XD

So it's alright,
it's all good, it's all good,
you take your time to keep looking down at people,
and i will take my time to be better and better.

Nothing can kill me!!!!
nothing!!!
XD

forgive me for my self motivation time,
cuz i just came back from a shoot
and the model
*ahem*
giving me diva attitude
BUT yet,
she couldn't even do up to our expectation.

well,
if you wanna act like a diva,
make sure you do your job excellently like a diva as well!
then i will respect you,
cuz you clearly know how good you are
and you are damn sure you can complete all the tasks so well.

BUT,
if you act like a diva,
and your performance is not,
so sorry,
i look down at you,
seriously.

i always believe in this saying,
the better you get,
the more humble you should be.
being too proud make you stop learning.

stop thinking that you're so great.

period.

=.=

Okay i am done with my grumbling session,

will update my blog again soon!

:)

Have a chance to model for Pretty In white and shot by Louis Pang :)
I was already exvited when i know i might get this job,
because Louis is someone i have been looking forward to work with,
and Pretty In White always have gorgeous designs :D

I must say,
Louis is one of the most energetic photographer i have seen.
You guys know how much i love to work with high energy people,
and he is just one top notch
hahaha..
It was a long long shooting day,
and photographer seemed to be the most restless one
because he has to keep shooting till the end,
while models still can take turn and rest.
so,
I would give a bigggg salute for him!
:D

This is one of the candid shots.
besides working with great people makes this shoot memorable,
there's something else counts too,
which is one of the scene really scared the shit out of me XD

Okay i was wearing very tight gown,
I can barely bend my body,
and with heels,
i have to stand on the edge of the staircase,
and sit on a soft leathered old luggage.
I mean,
if i am without heels,
and the luggage is hard enough to support my weight,
then it's still okay,
but seriously,
THIS IS SO SCARYYYYY!!!
XD
My legs were shaking,
and everyone saw that *opps*
hahahaha...
But thank you so much for the help from everyone,
I made it through,
and still in one piece XD
*phew*
lol..

Evon Evon,
You got lot's to learn XD
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And here i am in Extremekars October issue !

Holy,
i don't why they pick this shot,
i looked so not attentive XD

Check out the mag,
got others pretty lass too!
XD

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Hmm..
What's about Amber Chia with me huh? XD
stay tuned!
It will be revealed soon!
XD

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Check out this awesome artwork from my dearest, Elroy
and VOTE FOR HIM!!!!

here is the link
http://www.dontpaniconline.com/designbrief/entry/?id=6800

register and vote!!!

He must be loving me so much till put all my essence into this artwork XD
The mole and the mask!!!
XD

I feel honored in a way though lol..
Cuz this is so nicely done!

clap clap for you dear!

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I really think that it's actually better
to get hurt rather than hurting others.
Wounds will heal eventually,
though the scars might be left.
But if you're the one who hurt others,
the pain that you feel will not be lesser than what they feel,
and the guilt will be haunting you endlessly.
And you hated yourself for what you have done to them
as much as they do,
or more.
You don't even dare to ask for forgiveness,
because you know you don't deserve it.
And even if they forgive you,
it's not easy to face them like you used to do again,
and you wanted to runaway from them,
afraid to do more harms to the innocents.
And,
you ended up hurting people more and more,
till there's no turning back.
You never mean to hurt anyone,
but you did it,
and you find no excuse for yourself,
the only thing left in your heart,
is to wish these people live better lives than you do.
Though it sounds cliche,
but i believe that if one says this,
he/she really means it.

And have you ever asked yourself,
how's the reality changes you while time passes by?
Have you abandoned the good qualities in you?
I do believe that i am changed in a way,
either good or bad,
i shall not make any judgement.
and things are always changing,
everyone of us,
we are changing,
yes we are.

Sometimes I might be getting off the track,
sometimes i might be forgotten how i used to be,
sometimes I don't even know who i really am,
and sometimes I have to keep the real me in disguise。

i question myself many times.
Yes i did change,
but i have not abandoned the good qualities in me.
I am still the one
who treasured feelings,
who treasured love,
who treasured hearts.

如果你有一天觉得我变得陌生，
别害怕，
我还是你所认识的我，
真的。

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I got lil bit thoughtful today,
meh :)

Just another happy day~

Got a chance to style Yasmin Hani Yesterday!
:D

This actress cum host is such a gorgeous lady,
she is always full of energy and very fun to be around with :)

Take a look at the set :D

Model is often seen to be serve like a queen during the shoot,
but seriously,
it ain't a easy job XD
Check out our mua, Annie as well.
She did a fantastic job on make up yesterday,
the details are all great and look absolutely flawless in screen!
not forget to say,
she is another one that always full of energy XD

She was taking a break but still looking beautiful
god,
I am amazed by how beautiful your creation is at times
XD

Sneak preview!
I think it will look delicious after some wonders added in photoshop
XD
i know now is very FHM-ish :P

Man, check out the killer eyes.
I want that eyes!!!!!!!!!

Another set!
It looks simple huh?
Only those who been at the scene know the pain of this shoot XD
It's a tough one,
REALLY
XD

But just let you all see the easy side of it first XD
I can't wait for the end product,
but i think its ganna take two weeks time XD

btw,
i do think the color scheme is really meant for her,
suit her so well XD

It was a nice experience again :)
It just make you feel so great learning something new everytime.
And of course,
Gotta thanks to Hani for playing such a sport,
feel bad to make her do some weird torturing pose actually
XD

I really enjoy styling up people :)
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It was a sweet dinner in Elcerdo :)
My dearest brought me there to treat me birthday dinner,
it's really so sweet of you :)

First thing first,
i absolutely love their beers,
feel like can stay there whole night long just to drink like cow haha..
such an alcoholic i am
=.=

Love this shot of mine XD

This is yummy ;D

You know,
physically distanced will not draw hearts apart :)
My another dearest was on the line with us,
isnt that heart-melting sweet?

see his smile!
quite cute XD

i don't know,
seeing this picture really make me feel so heart warming :)

It's true,
even one of us are at million miles away,
i can still feel our hearts so close together,
the bonding is so strong still :)

Thank you darlings for the night,
it is really wonderful :)

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I wanna be better and better in anything i am doing,
Nothing can stop me

:)

I'm Back!

Another two pics that shot by Nix, Make up by Jerry
and edited by me :)
Love the lashes XD
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So Here i was in Singapore for the past few days :D
For the F1, For the Getaway
lalalalalalala~~

And here are shots that i took of singapore
:)

Montenegro,
Lovely restaurant, lovely food, lovely people
Their food is so much better than Italianese XD

The main course,
F1 F1 F1
XD

Okay,
Hamilton does look cute i agree
*ahem*
hahaha..

And yes,
the 'shadow' is Hamilton,
we were so close for the specfic 1 second
*times 61 laps*
XD

ya ya,
I was here XD

Hey don't get me wrong
my face wasnt that thick
calling myself miss super model XD
it's just that the girl on the t shirt
is having the same mole on her lips like mine
*you zoom in the photo :P*
XD

And yep,
It was my birthday too XD

This is the very first time,
i didnt know what to wish for.
It's not that i have gotten all the things that i want,
it's just that i have learnt something throughout this year
which is
知足常乐

but still,
I have made a wish,
the same wish that i made every year :)
Its actually more like a reminder for myself,
to cherish all the things you have in life.

I ain't a saint,
i am still having lots of desire
that cause me shitty feelings.
But then again,
i would say
i am slowly becoming a better person
with holding on to the thought in me.

Yes its true enough
that you will feel far more happy
if you look at things that you have
instead of things you have lost.

Allow me to write a thank you note here,

To those that i love,

Thank you for letting me know that i am not alone.
Thank you for accepting who i am.
Thank you for being so inspiring in human being.
Thank you for being there for me all the time.
Thank you for showering me with love and care.
Thank you for making me into a better person.
Thank you for existing in my life.
Thank you for loving me.


And to thank you,

I would love more than i could


:)





Happy Birthday

:)

By Nix :)

It was totally fun experience to work with nix and jerry :)
thank you so much
from transforming an ordinary face to a beauty
hahaha...
nix,
now you see EVON after you put on make up huh? lol..
next time if you come to KL again,
don't forget to call me up for shoot,
or even just chit chatting will do XD

Seeing beautiful outcome is a pleasure of modeling,
but meeting wonderful people through every shooting
is even more precious experience for me :)
Thank you for being so sweet and caring to me throughout the shoot,
evon appreciates it lots lots

kisses for you
muah muah muah!!!!

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Btw,

My big big big birthday is coming soon <3

I will come back for more updates XD

tata~~~~

Talk about clubbing XD

Evon in a 'Party Girl' Look
XD
I still couldnt stand to see i myself with the deep deep red lips,
It's like 'pooof!'
make my lips even more pouty XD XD
but i would love to see how make up artist paint my face,
you will never know how you ganna look like till the last miinute XD
and you gotta bring out the best of the make up instantly in the photoshoot,
gosh!
that ain't easy XD

Talk about partying,
i chat with a girl in facebook yesterday,
i think she is in my friend list for quite long but its the first time we chat.
She was looking for a girl to keep her accompany to club,
so she asked me would i love to join.
And i said,
i'm not so much into clubbing.
*you guys notice that right?*
*i hardly have clubbing photos posted here XD*
so she ask me,
what you are into then?
ordinary activities like everyone,
i love to drink,
but prefer some quiet places instead,
i answered.
and i just make fun of myself,
i said,
I'm one hell boring kind of girl huh?
and,
she said
'yes you are.'

:X

hahahahahahahahha..

and i told her,
'i don't think clubbing is the only interesting activity existed'

she said,
'What else is?'

if you are figuring what will be the rest of our conversation,
i can tell you now,

i just close the chatbox.
Forget it girl.
we do not have the same channel
XD

Am i getting older or outdated?

i never knew clubbing is the only interesting activity existed

XD

I just never understand girl.

*yawn*

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Another baby :D
Actually the customer has not yet approved,
but i kinda like it tho,
nvm i'm ganna keep this and redo a new one for him if he doesnt like it
XD

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Mamamiya~
me without the falsies,
can you picture that?
XD

I didnt put on make up while taking this photo,
but of course,
i photoshop-ed it,
just to give it extra mood and emotion XD
end up making it become like a catwoman or leopard woman XD

I wrote there it's my first time posting non make up photo,
but then some comment that,
'you edited it '
XD

yea true,
i shall upload a non make up and non edited photo haha..
so that it only can be called as
'the naked truth'
lol..

nah!
here you are!

it was taken right before the 'leopard woman' photo.
i tie by hair into a bun,
and when i let it down,
it became big volumn curly hair,
so i better snap a photo asap
* don't want to waste the naturally curled hair'
lol..

the skin tone is pretty uneven,
got some pimp scars
*and now got pimps summore, you know, pms*
lol..
eyebag,
dark circle
bla bla bla..

all exposed exclusively in evont.blogspot.com
XD

Don't get scared XD

:)

Some updates of the styling that i did the other day :D

And some beauty shots of Jayne the model :)

I absolutely in love with her short hair look,
so womanly :D

Again,
Not satisfied with the outcome >.<

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Helmut Lang latest Collection!
I heart them all!!

I want them alll!!!!
XD

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My new baby,
One of my favorites
=3

And i think it suits me quite well XD
*but i'm not the owner sobs*
Anyone interested to purchase mask from me? :D

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If you have good lights there,
you're already halfway to look pretty in photo,
but of course,
everyone has different definition of good light haha..
and why i say this photo has good lights there?
first of all,
catchlight in the eyes is crazy,
they are glittering like those japanese girls' photos
it's not photoshop-ed alright?
XD
And my skin is crazily flawless huh?
but i swear to god,
i only click two times of spot healing tool
to eliminate two brown spots on face
*that's why my eyebags are still there XD*
my face isnt flawless in real,
brown spots, pimp scars bla bla bla you name it XD
and i wonder where this good lighting came
made my skin look so flawless and fair XD
That's why,
don't ever judge someone's beauty through photos,
photos aren't that honest XD

well,
if you are not good with photoshop,
just start to snap a photo of yourself with good sunlight then haha
Good as in the light falls on your face evenly
and it's not harsh,
i think light that shine thru the curtain is always the best XD
*if you notice*
i always take my camwhore photos that way XD

Or,
if your room is not blessed with the sunlight,
just snap photos at the toilet!
we have the best reflector there!
*yep the wall the wall!*
you will definitely look two times fairer,
and all the not-so-perfect spots on face will be 2 times lighten up!
people tot that you edit your photos alot?
tilt your head up high and say
NO
XD
It's just the lovely light does all the wonder XD

alright,
enough with the crap,
see you when i see you

loves :D

All I wanna be is all woman

All I wanna be is all woman

Shot By Luke
Model, Styled, Retouched by me :)

After i get all the shots done and look at them once again,
it just reminds me of the song,
Glory Box by Portishead XD

listen to it,
see if you agree with me or not?
XD

Okay,
back to the main point,
it has been freaking long we two never work on a shoot together,
this shoot is fun and experimental as usual :D
And i love how womanly i am in the photos XD
yay yay i am becoming a woman
ngek ngek negk XD
*slap me*

The photos that you saw above ain't our million dollar shot yet,
and,
this,
should be the one XD

drop me some comments
so that i can improve better again next time :)

good day people :D

I love you mr.elroy <3

The day is finally arrived,
and it's really hard to say goodbye.

Thank you for the letter that you wrote us,
I know i should have done with my emo talk,
but then again,
your words really gimme energy to do what i'm doing now,
and do it better and better.
Thank you so much dear for the recognition,
I always told you guys,
I and quite skin deep person,
i ask for reward for things that i have done,
and the best reward is always the recognition from your loves one,
Money can't buy,
it's a magical feeling that keeps me going.
Thank you so much my dear :)
Crason,
i'm ganna keep the letter alright? :P

It's really emotional to see you leaving us,
but it's a norm of life,
and time flies,
it's ganna fly sooner this time,
cuz we are dying to see you again,
someone who has becoming better
yet you will still be the one i know and i love :D

Hopefully you love the pleasant surprise,
I just want you to fly without so much sadness,
and i believe the surprise will ease you a lil :)

Alrighty,
i know it's really getting so 'jelak' with my emo talk,
and i'm sure u ganna read another emo post from crason's blog too :D
So i shall stop here:)

Msn,Facebook,Blog,
there's no way for you to runaway from us :P

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It was more than the emotional time at airport yesterday:D
The Ms. Evon only manage to sleep one hour plus
and gotta start shooting edi XD
It was a early morning shoot whick sky were still dark,
Sleepiness kicked in once in a while,
but i manage to pull it off after the sunlight fall on me XD
I will post the photos in a day or two,
still waiting for more :D

And after having lunch with Mr. Photographer,
There was not much time left for my next shoot,
take a shower, put on make up , bla bla bla,
catch another one hour nap,
and shooting time again!
XD

And what's about that shoot?
hunnies,
stay tuned,
i'm ganna bring you another set of photos which i believe
it's pretty good
ngek ngek ngek
*for my own preference lar of course XD*

And when i got back home again,
shower and online for a while,
gotta leave to airport this time XD
so the whole day whole night,
I was really really restless,
And it's really rare for someone like me,
who needs 8 hours sleep constantly
still being energetic all the time,
guess the spirit was really flaming bright bright XD

i will come back for more!

Loves!

In Love With She Wolf

Second batch photos are here~~~~
Finally i don't have to get dirty for my shoots XD

thank you so much for the photos :D
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My merderka celebration?
It's pretty simple but still filled with loads of fun
well, it's couldnt be not fun when i'm with them XD

Camwhore before heading out :D

we had a hard time to get a place for us to have our dinner,
well its 30th of august,
and our malay fellows buka puasa as well,
so it's really packed for most of the restaurant :D
surprisingly we got our seats pretty easy in TGI Friday :)

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and very soon enough,
we have our another dinner at federal hotel revolving restaurant :D
Don't ever think that we miss each other so much until
we have to meet so often:D
it's just that elroy will be leaving on sunday,
so we have to see his face till we puke for now XD





Oh yea, the interior XD





Not to forget about our food!





And the pretty impressive nightview XD

And making fool of ourselve in the lift XD

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I am counting down the day for elroy's leaving day,
perhaps we are seeing each other too much lately,
so i still do not feel too emo yet..
but when i think about it,
i don't even need to use all five fingers in one hand to count the day,
i know it's really getting closer and closer :(

have you ever asked yourself,
do you have friends that you can basically tell them everything?
they have seen the worst and most shameful side of you,
but still they will still love you for what you are :)
they are not always be at your side when you are having your best of time,
but they will definitely be there at your worst and most helpless moments.
They will share your joy,
share your anger,
share your tears.
Listen to your good old stories million time but still trying to keep their patience.
You have done all the most silly things with them
and you knew you can only do all these with them.
They wouldnt call you the name which everyone calls you,
they will only call you the name which the closest will call.
They will tell you straight about your bad humour
instead of pretending to laugh,
because in front of you,
they just wanna be themselves,
just like you.
They might be the opposite sex,
but you know nothing ganna happen even if you strip yourself in front of them.
they know you outside in, inside out,
till they can actually imitate the way you talk so well.
They will eat your french fries automatically without asking
cuz they know you hate it.

And my dearests,
i am so thankful that i found you two :)

Love you two always :)

Happy merdeka!!!

Did a simple photoshoot with SK Lim :D
poor thing he was sick that day,
and i was like radio broadcast keep on talking to him
he must be so annoyed XD

I'm still waiting for him to edit the photos,
here's the first batch ^^

Thank you for the photos :D

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Accidentally found this photo out of nowhere again :D
i like this angle of my face,
nose not so flat XD

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Thanks jason for this lovely shot!
I like it!

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Lunch time with Mom and Kelly

We don't really look alike huh?
XD

I'm not really a plushie person,
but i always love bears XD
especially dark color one like this :D

It's upskirt scene hunnie
:X

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Oh if you wanna know the latest facebook game that i get hooked,
let me tell you now,
It's YoVille
XD

i think it's much more fun compare to
Restaurant city
(tsk)
Pet society
(tsk tsk)
Sorority life
(tsk tsk tsk)
the worst,
mafia war
(tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk)
XD
JUST KIDDING ALRIGHT?!
XD

Okay, i love this game simply because of i like The Sims alot,
and this is like a very simplified version of it hahaha..
It's kinda good to play when you're bored :D
Well eventually you will still get bore with it,
just like what i'm feeling right now haha..
but give it a try,
and hire me as crew so i can earn more points XD

Take a look at my living room
It's definitely too pink huh?
*i'm never a pinky pinky person*
But uhm,
i think it's quite cute for ahouse in game lol..

And the bedroom,
it's still not completed yet,
saving money to buy more furnitures :D
but i'm planning to get new house instead :D
this apartment is too simple for my taste XD

if you guys don't understand what the heck i'm talking about,
and you wish to understand what the heck is going on,
just give this game a try :D

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August is coming to the end,
and september is coming real soon,
my favorite month :)
yep,
The libra baby's birthday is on september :P
One year YOUNGER agian meh!
and i'm still having no achievement
ish..
work hard work hard!!!

XD

Happy Independence Day~
Enjoy your long weekend people!

Loves

Million dollar baby Evon T version XD

So i have this 'Boxer-Million Dollar Baby Evon T version' done the other day
XD
Some arn't related because they are more like warm ups for photographers and I
The first two pics are more like real stuff huh?
i'm still collecting photos,
definitely will be coming back for more :D

I never mind to get dirty for shooting,
so that day i was full of
lotion,
dirts,
eyeshadow on body,
water water water,
Coloring that used for 'telur merah'
and of course
the bandage-like torn t shirt
XD

Well,
thank god that i have this naturally fierce to death look
so it's not hard to ask me use my eyes to kill enemy instead of my fists
XD
Photographers seemed like feeling bad to make me so dirty,
but then again,
it's really fine for me as long as photos look good.
And i'm kinda used to being placed at abandoned places,
getting in touch with all the dirts and get stained
lol..
remember i once said that maybe i do really have the 'abandoned face'
thats why most of people love to place me there
XD

alright,
take a lot at the photos :d
first two are quite boxer-ish right?
XD

Below is more like the warm up shots XD

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Ever since the day i started to use my face as canvas,
i am in love with smokey eyes,
now smokey eyes are so common in girls
and no one would bother about it even if you
over-darken eyeshadows,
over-dramatic fake eyelashes,
over-coated mascara
and over-enlarged colored contact lens
XD

But during my time
*hell yea, my time -,-*
smokey eyes are still equal too thick make up
and you will be categorized as
attention seeker or sth.
Especially when fake eyelashes are still so new in malaysia girls that time,
i have already wear it almost everyday,
and people will be like making big fuss over it,
especially GUYS XD
helo all the dudes out there,
those hot celebrities that you all admire,
do you think everything of them are natural?
up 99% of them wear fake eyelashes okay?
XD

So that time i already told myself,
if the guy love me,
he must love my everything,
including my smokey eyes and falsies XD
because i am really obsessed with it
hahahahahahahahaha..

but uhm after day and day seeing myself in smokey eyes,
i kinda feel bored with it XD
so now i'm more grown up,
my eyes make up is actually reducing and reducing
to a point i can call it
oh-so natural
XD
I still do my eyes smoked once in a while
but now i would more like to see myself in a natural make up.
yea eyes could be not so electrifying
*puke*
but uhm it still looks good no?
XD

But the problem would be,
photographers love to ask me open my eyes wider when i'm already at my widest
=.=
people said i'm tired but i'm actually feeling energetic
=.=
people thought that i am sleeping
when i actually just looked down somewhere
=.=
you guys just never understand the pain of having small small eys huh?
XD

Oh please don't ask me to live without fake eyelashes,
they are my soul and we are meant to be one XD
You know my eyes are so small,
just like elva hsiao when she just started singing
*or people call it before plastic surgery*
But i can tell you guys she didnt do plastic surgery,
it's just the make up did wonders XD
cuz my eyes can transform exactly like hers too XD
so eyelashes are reli important for our kind of eyes.

you know i'm looking for efficiency in everything i do,
full face make up i must only use only 15 mins,
*unlike years back i wanna use 1 hour to do every step XD*
and i can get falsies on nicely within 1 minute,
but if i have to manually curl my original lashes,
and coat it with countless mascara layers,
that will take up 5 minutes or more.
ello,
i will definitely go for the 1 minute for sure,
no point wasting time and don't even look better XD

Oh yea girls,
you don't really need to know how to do make up,
just go for a pair of natural looking falsies,
stick them on neatly,
you will see the effect of the instant makeover :D

But i guess
you all do not need me to speak more on this
since falsies is so common
and i notice half of the girls i see are wearing it ,
so you all would definitely understand how magical it is :D

So..
Long live fake eyelashes!!!!!

XD

The Day The World Went Away

The Day The World Went Away

Shot By Chong Yee
Styled and Model by Me

I'm not sure if this batch of photos will be kind of heavy for you guys,
but i really love it alot :D
We planned to do something which combine
documentary kind of photos and fashion together.
They are shot by film
and i absolutely in love with the natural grains,
Photoshop can't create those you know haha..

Hope you guys enjoy the photos
*wink*

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Jayne in the house!
This Lucy Liu-lookalike is absolutely gorgeous,
She makes you think that oriental beauty could be a bomb XD
The photo outcome is still not out yet,
so stay tuned!

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A night out with Remi, a french guy:D
it's nice to hang out together :)
We have movie and Dim Sum together,
Thanks for the treat Remi :D







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Internet is like a treasure hunt,
once in a while you will discover some shots that you did out of nowhere
lol..

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Loves.

New styling that i did :)

Photographer: Alvin
Model: Aarti G.
Styling: Me :)
Make up: Syezen
Retoucher: Vnix

Heyyyy!!
Another styling that i did,
how was it? :D
It's kinda a messy shoot actually,
the location problem,
and everyone is short of time because of personal reasons lol..
and the model was not feeling well
*poor thing*

I am not satisfied with the outcome,
next time gotta do it better,
i don't allow myself to perform so so,
i just don't
>.<
Well when is the next time?
IT"S TOMORROW!!!!

i'm really excited for it,
cuz i got the shoot some awesome items!
they are all to-die-for for me seriously XD
I think they ganna look real awesome in photos!
*finger crossed*
haha..

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A outdoor shoot that i did with thomas from Germany,
the one who inspired me to take a photo everyday :)
He is a real friendly guy and very easy to work with,
it's really nice experience :)

thank you so much again :D

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Today have quite a long chat with a retail shop owner,
he said the trend in malaysia is always much slower than the other countries,
it's like three years back you know.
i couldnt agree more,
but being slow isnt the worst,
the worst is malaysian cant really stand to see if you dress up 'a lil bit more'
they just love to look at you like one kind.
But who cares anyway.
somebody gotta be the pioneer and break the rules XD
But it's good,
nowadays i can see a small amount of people
start to dress up differently,
and quite a big amount of people,
are ready to accept changes and willing to try new things.
that's really a great start,
to tell the world malaysian isnt stay upon the trees u know
lol..

but of course,
i never suggest people follow trend blindly,
just choose those which suit you,
and add your own personal touch,
that makes fashion interesting,
not the famous designers or superbrands :)
because fashion is all about expressing who you are,
not showing the world what you are wearing :)
and that becomes style :)

Fashion comes and goes,
but style remains forever :)

Love fashion till my last breathe!

vidsss :D

As promised,
I gotta bring you guys more vids during our trip :D
Warning:
It could be really lame and totally not funny for certain people
but i guess only we three understand how funny it was
XD

Started with a really lame opening,
was trying to make it like tourism vid,
but its ended with a big Fail
XD


Amazing race -episode two,
the second episode after our bangkok maggot vid lol..


After he has been save


Butt cracking vid,
something you shouldnt miss
:D


See how amazing he is :D





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Some of you might know that i'm doing this
A Photo A Day kind of nonsense XD
Well,
I believe in the value of doing it XD

But of couse,
I cant keep myself doing it EVERY single day,
sometimes i just don't have the right time or right mood for it,
but uhm,
yep i'm stil doing it
:D

Some of the photos ~



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I was posting something like this in facebook,
about which part of woman's body you think that
it's actually the most sexy one.

Yep for me it's the back,
especially when a woman back facing you,
and she turn her head back
that's one hell sexy moment.
yeah right,
i'm saying this from a girl's point of view haha..
The curve is crazily gorgeous,
and not to forget about the angel wing's bone
*i know it's not the right term,
but that's the way i call it*
You will be so amazed how god 'design' women seriously
it's indeed the most beautiful design god has made
haha...

But of course,
the appearance is just a plus point,
what makes one truly sexy is always
the confidence and how they carry themselves.
Appearance might be the factor you notice one,
but it's always the content to lock your eyes on them.
I have encountered some pretty faces,
the way they talk is just..
turn off turn off turn off
TURN OFF
Soon the pretty face of them seem to be doing no wonder anymore.
But there are girls,
they might have not so pretty face,
but the way they talk is a charm,
the way they think is a charm,
the way they see things is a charm,
And then,
You see beauty,
You feel beauty.
and that's a huge Turn on!

I have recently contacted a freelance model to model for me
i came across her profile,
and think that she might be interested to have a shoot with me,
I messaged her
and drop by her blog.
well,
she is young
she has the face to look good enough in photo,
but after i read her blog,
seriously,
it's a big turn off for me to shoot her.
I'm not sure am i being particular fussy choosy whatsoever,
But to be honest,
the blog is seriously a big dumb shit,
the way she talk is ... just horrible..
one of the most 'amazing' blog i have read haha..
well, maybe she is still young,
but for me,
i just dun feel like shooting her anymore.
i know i'm not any big photographer,
in fact nobody i am,
but i think it's a respect to my model,
if i shoot her,
i gotta be fully focused and enjoyed.

If i dun really like her personality,
do you think i still can enjoy the shoot?
yes i am if i'm making money from the photos,
*i'm so materialistic :P*
but i'm not,
guess it's the passion and fun count in this aspect
lol..
so no please,
i'm not ganna shoot her XD

Btw,
I'm still on looking for models,
let me know who is interested,
and we can get it started real soon :)

loves.

Teluk Cempedak!

My Teluk Cempedak trip <3

Let photos tell the story :D

18SX
XD

Love beer forever!!!

since when you see me with such bright smile?
lol..

Elroy the fisherman XD

with his lala and crabs XD

we burnt him to death
* dosa dosa*

Crason crason,
people can YOU CAN!!
XD

One of the best models i ever have!
this meow listen to my instruction seriously!!
amazing!

I heart them
:)

on our way back ~

Had a fulfilling dinner here XD

Amazing one day trip with dearests!
They both mean more than friend for me seriously,
it's more like my family
love you guys forever!!!

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more updates!

these are the people behind the photos :D

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More updates from Danny's shoot!

you have no idea how much i love this shot lol..


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In a rush!
I will be coming back for more,

stay tuned for FUNNY VIDEOS of our trip!!!!

loves!